With his mind totally filled with anger… his fist clenched tighter… the longer he watch Jaejoong’s lips with hers… the greater his anger grew… he darted immediately and pulled Jaejoong by his collar and landed a hard punch on his face…
“Ji- Jiyong…!”
Dara yelled as she saw Jiyong punched Jaejoong which caused the latter to crash down the floor… Jaejoong’s side lips quickly bleed and so spit out his blood…
“I told you to stay away from her…!!”
Jiyong enraged rung the whole gym… Jaejoong just looked up at him as he wiped his lips with the back of his hand… Dara’s eyes widen in fear once Jiyong stride towards her… anger completely filled his eyes…
“Jiyong…”
She called for him… but he’s too deaf right now to hear from her… he roughly pulled her wrist and dragged her away from the gym… but then quickly got stopped when Jaejoong stood up and held Dara’s other wrist.
Dara gasped and turned to Jaejoong and saw the same anger in his eyes… Jiyong turned to Jaejoong and for a while they had a stare battle… Dara looked like a rope during a game of tug of war as the two boys stretched her arms to the extent that she’s now wincing in pain.
“Let go of me… you both…”
She struggled but failed… they both tightened their hold on her wrist not wanting to let go and lose to each other… they continued their silent war… looking at each others eyes and sending daggers through each others death glares.
“Let go of her Jaejoong…!”
Finally Jiyong broke the silence… but it seemed that Jaejoong didn’t hear him as he tried to pull Dara but then failed as Jiyong pulled her back… Dara just shook her head side by side looking at the two boys with total fear inside her… right now she doesn’t want to go on either one of them….
“Yah…! I said let go of me…!”
She struggled once again but they didn’t let go… she’s now getting tired being pulled side by side by the two weird yet strong guys… she just hang her head down and waited for what will happen… for maybe in the end they’ll just decide to split her in half and at last she could then have her peace.
“Jiyong just let her go… you don’t even know if she wants to come with you…”
Jaejoong finally broke his silence with a calm voice but still with a hint of anger in it… Dara held her head up once again turning to Jaejoong only to see him still mad and looking straight at Jiyong.
“Why…? So you think she wants to go with you..?! Let her go this instant or Dara will be in more pain if you don’t…!”
[Dara’s POV]
I’ve had enough…! Why are they doing this to me…?! They’re just both hurting me…! Especially physically…! I looked back at Jaejoong and still no hint that he wants to lose and let go… this is so childish… I feel like a toy that is being competing at with this two…!
“Jae…”
I called to him… and instantly he snapped out and looked at me… I saw the defeat in his eyes… maybe he knows what I mean… and so… after a while he finally let go of my wrist.
“Tsssk… Don’t you ever lay a hand on her again…”
I heard Jiyong said… I just continued looking at Jaejoong and he just did the same with me… Jiyong then quickly dragged me out of them gym… while Jaejoong’s image slowly vanished as we slowly went farther away from the gym.
“Jiyong… wait… it hurts…”
I held his hand and tried to pull it from my other wrist… his pace is so fast as we made our way to the school’s parking lot.
“Shut the f*ck up…! I told you to wait for me but you couldn’t even spare a minute and there you go whoring around…!”
It felt like it pricked my heart… how could he accuse me of something…?! I did wait for him…! But before I could answer him back he stopped from his pace and turned to me… he grabbed both of my shoulders and looked at me dangerously.
“Do you know how f*cking worried I am…?!! I thought they already took you and did something to you…!!! But then I just saw you together with that b@stard and eating each others mouth…!!! Can’t you survive a day without flirting and parading yourself around guys…?!! Am I not enough for you huh…?!!!”
He shook me by my shoulder roughly that I felt a little dizzy… I feel like I want to cry… I don’t know what to feel… him telling me that he’s worried about me… but then countering it by telling how flirt I am…
I decided to shut my mouth as tears started to fill my eyes… he stopped from shaking me and stared at me for a while.
“Don’t cry on me now… it won’t work…”
His voice is so cold that it scares me more… he then turned around and continued to drag me with him until we reached his car… he opened it for me and literally pushed me roughly inside… I flinched as I hit myself somewhere… I tried to suck on my tears because I’m really afraid that once I cry he would be pissed more.
He turned to the driver’s seat and quickly turned the engine on… the classes are still on going so where is he taking us…?!!? I could feel my lips shivering as I suppressed from crying as well as from too much fear… I turned to him only to see his serious face.
I opened my mouth only to close it after… I want to ask him where is he taking us but then I decided to just shut off…
He drove his car in full speed that I gripped on my seat tightly… gosh…!!! I forgot to buckle my seat belt…! But I’m too afraid to let go of my seat coz I think one I let go I would be thrown out of his car.
“Kyaa..!”
I yelled as his car stopped once we got caught in the red light causing me to almost crash my face to his car’s windshield if not for his arm stopping me… he then turned to me with much anger in his face.
“Are you stupid or what…?! Why didn’t you fasten your seat belt…?! Are you trying to kill yourserlf…?!”
He yelled at me once again… that’s is…!
“If you didn’t started your car and sped of immediately before I fastened my seatbelt this wouldn’t happen…! Plus what do you care if I die…?! By the looks of you right now… all you need is a knife to stab me to death…!”
His eyes widen and I know I caught him in surprise… who does he think he is for yelling at me…?
“Shut up… and yes I don’t care… I’m just concerned about my car… you’ll stain it and may break some things here…”
He said clenching on his jaw… I glared at him and tried to open the door only to see it locked.
“Yah…! Open this door…”
“Why…?!”
“I don’t want to stain your car…! I’ll just die outside..!”
I saw him smirked as he pushed me down my seat and reached for the seatbelt and buckled it.
“Shut the hell up or I’ll rape you right here… right now before I kill you myself… and by now I don’t care if you stain my car or not… may its your juices or your blood… as long as I had my way with you before I dispose of your body”
He glared at me and all I could do is to gulp down the lump on my throat… he’s now completely insane… he’s really serious of murdering me…!
He started his car again once the green light appeared… I held onto my seat belt while praying to all the gods that he’ll not kill me… I haven’t done anything to deserve all of this haven’t I…?
And before I knew it we finally arrived to ‘our’ destination… he parked his car in a vacant lot and told me to get out… I thought he would be as gentleman he is just like this morning but he completely turned back being his jerk self again.
“W- where… are you taking me…?”
I asked him as he held my arms and once again dragged me… we stood in front of a building and it seemed familiar to me… waaah… this is the same building he told me to go to back then….
What is he planning to do…? Push me inside to be raped by the animals inside…? Ghaaaaad…. Please all the angels…. God…. Save me from this devil…!!!
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I unconsciously found myself holding onto him as we made our way inside…. I coughed as smokes from the cigarettes welcomed us… the place is really dim but still I could manage to see the people making out around the area…
Why is he hanging out at this place…? Are students even allowed in here…? I tightened my hold when we reached a crowd at the center of the place… I feel so scared… is he really going to feed me to his filthy pets in here…?
“Jiyong… I want to go home now…”
I told him as I tugged on his clothes but he just ignored me… I looked around and could see some guys looking at me disgustingly… I could feel my knees trembling as we made our way upstairs towards ‘their’ room.
I quickly let go of him once we reached inside… we’re alone inside the glass room… I stood at the door as he made his way and slumped himself at the couch… and after a while a waiter came along with some other girls bringing… I think alcohol…
I remained standing watching as the girls ran to him and snaked their arms around his body… My eyes widen as he opened his arms and wrapped them around the girls’ shoulders… he smirked at me as one of the girls offered him a drink… which he gratefully accepted and drink.
It’s so disgusting…. This pervert… why does he need to make me see this…? and I don’t know but it hurts… my chest won’t stop from aching as the scene in front of me got worse… why is he doing this…?
“Jiyongie… we missed you… you know…”
The girl with a fake blonde hair said as she rubbed his thigh with her hand… Jiyong just look at me but I looked away… why can’t I just run and go home…? This stupid feet won't budge...! I feel like a fool watching him…
“Yes… Jiyongie… are you that busy not to visit us in here…?”
The other girl with gigantic boobs then said as she ruffled his hair… I just felt a tear escaped my eye but I quickly wiped it off… what’s happening to me…?!!
Jiyong just continued drinking while looking at me… the girls continued grinding themselves to him… as if I’m not present inside the room…. And just then the door flew open and a cute pale petite girl ran towards Jiyong and totally threw herself onto his lap.
“Jiyongie…!!! You came back…! I thought you’re not coming back here anymore…! Baby I missed you so much…”
And it hit me hard… she called him baby…? Is she his girlfriend…?
“Sohee-ah… I missed you too baby…”
The girl named Sohee grinned wide as she started to kiss Jiyong… he then kissed her back as the girls around him caressed his other parts… they are totally feasting on each others mouth...! And to think that he also kisses me that way... I feel so disgusted....
Just run Dara…! The door is just right behind you…! You’re so stupid…. And it hurts so much…
And another tear escaped my eye and again I quickly wiped it off… after a while of them making out… finally the girl named Sohee noticed my presence… I saw her looked back at me and turned back to Jiyong.
“Jiyongie… who’s she…?”
She asked Jiyong… and again… I saw him smirked at me
“Nothing… just my personal maid baby…”
I felt like I want to puke everything that’s inside… it hurts so much to hear it and I don’t know why… it hurts as I saw his lips touching the girl’s lips once again… if he has her… then why is he bothering himself to get onto me…? What have I done to him…?
And finally… I broke into tears… this is too much… even if I looked pathetic in front of this people I don’t care… I’ve had enough of him…
“Oh… Jiyongie… your maid’s crying…”
Another girl said… he just looked at me as he drinks his alcohol
“Ha-ha… are you jealous deary…?”
The Sohee girl asked me… I looked down and wiped my tears once again… then I heard him spoke.
“Why…? Do you feel disgusted by what you’re seeing…? Aren’t you just like them…?”
And another wave struck my heart one again… after wiping my tears… I turned my head up and looked at him straight in his eyes… I slowly made my way towards them not breaking our eye contact and grabbed a bottle of his drink…
“I hate you…”
I said as a tear escaped my eye once again… I poured the drink all over him… he just looked at me while the other girls yelled and some held my arms for me to stop… I don’t know how I managed to struggle away from their hold but I did.
I dropped the bottle and finally managed to turn around and reached the door… I opened it but before walking outside, I turned around to see him still looking at me while the girls are now wiping off the alcohol that soaked him.
“I hope you enjoy your night”
I said before I finally got out… I ran my way downstairs… some guys tried to stop me but I threw them a deadly glare enough for them to back off… I’m really so stupid… why am I crying over that jerk…!!
“Oooh… missy why are you crying…?”
One guy suddenly asked me once I made my way out… I glared at him but he only just smirked at me.
“You want to know why…?! Huh…?! It’s because of that jerk Kwon Jiyong…!!! Do you know him huh…?!! If you do know him then tell him he's a big jerk...!!! I don’t even know why am I crying…Tell me...?!! I look pathetic right now right...?!! I don’t know why I am crying because of that jerk…!!! How dare him to flirt in front of me…?!!! Why does he need to do those things in front of me…?!! Huh…?! Tell me…?!!”
I never realized that I have been strangling the guy who is more likely three inches above me while I’m yelling at him for a couple of minutes by now… I just snapped back to my senses when he grabbed my wrist to stop me… his eyes were wide open… I then released him and he quickly ran away while looking back at me.
“And now what…! People now think that I am nuts…!”
Then just as I thought… people around me stared at me as if I am out of my mind… I reached for my cheeks and still could feel my tears continuously rolling down from my eyes… maybe I really am out of my mind.
I made my way home walking while crying… kicking every wall that I see once his face flashed to my mind… I hate him…! How dare him insult me again…!!! Why is it because he saw me kissing Jaejoong...?!! I didn't even kiss him back...!!! He was the one who did it...!!!
Is he jealous or something...?! Then why just not tell me...?!! But I doubt he is... he is a jerk who doesn't know how to be jealous...!!!
I don’t care if people think I lost my mind… I just hate him to death…! And I thought he already changed…! Huh…! I’m just fooling myself…!
I then ducked down in the middle of the street still crying my eyes out… I've had enough... this is too tiring... his eyes… those insults… his anger… why is he doing this to me…?? And.... Gosh…! My things…! He didn’t even brought my bag…. Just dragging me away just like that… I hate him… always doing things his way…
“Kwon Jiyong you are the biggest jerk…!!”
I yelled while in tears… I hope CL got my things… it’s all because of that stupid jerk…!
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