Wednesday, July 21, 2010

CHAPTER 21

[Dara’s POV]



“J-Jae…!”




I called onto him but he continuously dragged me… where is he taking me…?!!!? Gosh…! Jiyong would definitely be on rampage once he knew I didn’t wait for him…! But wait… don’t think about it now Dara… think first about this other weird guy…!




His grip on my wrist is so tight that I‘m cringing in pain…




“Hey…! Wait Jae…! Where are you taking me…?!!”




I struggled from his hold but he just ignored me… his pace is really fast that I am half running and half walking just to catch up with him…




“Jae…!”




I called him once again but still no reaction from him… we reached the end of the hallway… I looked back but still no sign of Jiyong coming from the restroom… I’m starting to feel nervous now by Jae’s sudden action but I chose not to cause any commotion and disturbance from the ongoing classes.





And speaking of classes… isn’t he going to attend class..?!! I’m going to be late…!!! What’s his problem…?!!




My thoughts were quickly shaken off when I felt my back contacted with the hard wall…




“Ouch..!”




I was going to reach for my back but then he pinned both of my hands on my side… I turned to him and saw anger in his eyes… not only anger but I guess I could see sadness… What really is wrong with him…?




[Jaejoong’s POV]




Once I arrived at school the first thing that welcomed me was the loud whispering from the students especially the girls… I know it’s normal for this school to have that… and I also thought it’s just those fangirls of mine that always whisper around whenever I came to school.




But then when I heard Dara’s and Jiyong’s name… My curiosity began to rise up.




“Is it true…? Gosh… since when…?”




“They’re really dating…? Did you see how oppa held her waist…?”




“Gosh what a b!tch…! I thought she’s innocent… but then again she’s not after all… I wonder what she did to Jiyong oppa for her to be noticed…?”




“Kyaaa…! I’m so jealous…!”




My brows were slowly connecting when I heard that… dating…? They are dating…?!! I asked Dara back then if they were but she said they are not…!! What’s happening…?!! And to think that Dara spent the night at his house…?!




“But they are from the same class right…? Maybe oppa likes intelligent girls…!!”




As I walked along the corridor heading to my room, I could still here them gossiping about them… some of them were even crying because of their loss…! Tsssk…! Does Jiyong like her…? Does she like him back…?!! I really have to talk with her…




I’m getting crazy thinking about what happened between them last night… I can’t let her be played by him… she’s too precious to be hurt…




I can’t concentrate throughout the class… I can’t wait till I could talk to her… my head was spinning imagining what they did last night…! No…! She’s not that kind of girl…! She would never let him do that to her…!




I felt my heart sank once again when I saw them at the cafeteria… their hands were intertwined with each other… how he supported her to sit with his group…




Is it really true…? Are they really going out now…?




The way he smiled at Dara… was the same smile he did with Sulli back then… the way he looked at her… was also the way he looked at Sulli back then… after many years… is he really falling for Dara now…? Or is it another part of his game…?




I can’t let him play with her… just like the other girls he used to play with.



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[Jiyong’s POV]




“Baby… I’m ba-…”




A big grin was plastered on my face as I wiped my hands with my handkerchief… I went outside the restroom just to find her missing… Huh…? Where is she…?




“Dara…?”




I looked left and right but the hallway is empty… tsssk… did she went back to the room without me…?!! I told her to wait for me…!




I folded my handkerchief and slipped it back to my pocket… my forehead are slowly forming some crease and my brows are connected by now… strike two Dara…! You disobeyed me once again…!




I quickly went back to the room just to find her not there yet… my brows parted once I saw her seat vacant… I immediately went to her friend CL




“Where’s Dara…?”




She looked at me wonderingly just like everyone in the room…




“Huh..? Ji- Jiyong-sshi… Isn’t she with you…? She hasn’t came back yet…”




My eyes widen when she said that… then suddenly the geek spoke




“Yah…! Where is she…?! Maybe your fangirls are now bullying her..!”




He said with his trembling voice… Damn…!




And with that I quickly stormed out of the room… Sh!t…! Where is she…?!! I’m really going to kill anyone who lays hand on her…!




“Mr. Kwon…! Where are you going…? The class is about to start…!”




I ran past our teacher for I don’t give a f*ck about it…! I’m really going to kill those b!tches once I knew they really had taken her…!




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[Dara’s POV]




He then held onto my shoulders keeping me pinned on the wall… waaah…! How did we get in the gym that easily…?! The way he looks at me is really scaring me out…




“J- Jae… wha- what’s wrong…?”




I stuttered… I saw him looking at my neck then his eyes grew wide… why..? What’s wrong with my neck…? He looked back at me… his brows are connected by now… I could feel his anger… but why…? What sis I do to him…?




I grabbed both of his arms trying to release myself from his hold… but then again I failed… he’s really strong…. Kyaaaa…! Why am I always being pinned to walls…?!




“Did something happen between you and Jiyong last night…?”




He finally spoke…. I could see how his jaws were clenched tightly…. What is he talking about…? Plus… how did he know that I’m with Jiyong last night…?




“Answer me Dara…”




He held my shoulders tight and hit my body back to the wall… I winced in pain… why is he doing this…?!




“Stop it Jae…! It hurts…!”




“Please… tell me you didn’t do it with him…”




His voice sounded hurt as he bowed his head and still pinning me on the wall




“What are you talking about…? I can’t understand you Jae… please let go of me…”




He’s really acting weird…! I really can’t understand him…!




“Can’t you remember me Dara…?”




Huh…? What is he talking about…? Did we know each other back then…? I know he looks familiar… but then… I can’t remember where and when I saw him.




“After that night… after that party I really can’t take you out from my head… can you really not remember me…?”




My body stiffened… and memories started to run inside my head...




[Flashback]



“Aren’t you cold out here miss…?”




I heard someone said behind me… my family was invited into one of my Dad’s friend’s party… I really don’t like attending rich gatherings… I don’t know any people and plus I don’t really like wearing dresses and mingling with the other rich kids who only brags about their stuffs…




I went outside the porch for I find it more enjoying watching the stars and how could I trace figures out of it… I never thought that someone has been sitting at the bench behind me… watching me as I giggle at myself for the past minutes.




I turned back and saw a beautiful young man wearing a black tuxedo… the light coming from the hall illuminated his beauty as he stood from the bench… I found myself in awe… I never expected any man could be this beautiful.




“Ah…. No… I am not….”




I felt shy when he slowly approached me… stood beside me as he rested his arms onto the railings and look above the heavens just like I did earlier… I then too turned around and join him watch the heavens… I would gradually steal glances on him… admiring his beauty.




“Is something wrong with my face…?”




His voice is so soft that I mistaken an angel’s talking with me… he looked at me then flashed me a sweet smile… I felt my cheeks heated... good thing it was a little darker outside… I’m afraid he’ll laugh at me once he saw me blushing over his little action.




“Ah… no…. uhmm… ha-ha… sorry about that…”




I sounded like a fool… but then he just smiled once again before turning back to the heavens… silence enveloped us… I couldn’t make myself talk to him… I don’t know what to tell him… should I say that he’s really beautiful…? That I envy him… what’s wrong with you Dara…?! You think like nuts..!




“I really don’t like in there… there are too many people that I don’t know… I hope you don’t mind me joining you here…”




He broke the silence first... his voice was really soothing… I turned to him and all I could do is to just smile… what happened to my voice…?!!? After a while I managed to let out my words.




“No… I don’t mind… actually I also don’t like parties…”




And he just nodded… this is awkward… I looked around while tapping my fingers on the railings… thinking of what I could say to him… I don’t know why I’m bothering myself to think of something… it’s just that I want to hear more of his voice.




But then… suddenly I felt something landed on my shoulders… the cold feeling got replaced by warmth… I looked over my shoulder and saw him wrapping me with his blazer.




“Oh… you… you don’t have to-…”




“I can’t let a beautiful lady freezing out here…”




He cut me off… and with that I blushed once again… he just called me beautiful..! Gosh I hope he isn’t one of those playboys trying to hit on me… but I guessed he’s not… he seemed kind and a gentleman.




“T- thanks…”




Then he went again with his sweet smile… for a while we managed to talk about random things… at first I thought his smile was heavenly but when I heard his giggles… I thought an angel just sang to me.




“Dear… we have to go now…”




Our conversation was broke off when my mom suddenly called me… I turned to the ‘mysterious guy’ and he bowed to me… I took his blazer off from my shoulder and gave it back to him.




“I had a great time talking with you… thanks…”




I bowed to him…then he reached for my hand and kissed the back of it… I just felt my heart skipped when he did that.




“I should be the one thanking you… good thing my dad managed to make me attend this party… or else I wouldn’t be able to meet you… I hope we could meet each other once again…”




He then released my hand… I walked away from him and took a last glance on the beautiful man… I saw him waved at me.




“Bye…”




That’s the last thing I could manage to say… I never saw him after that… I’m so silly to forgot asking for his name… his beauty that I slightly saw because of the dimness of the night… he remained the 'mysterious guy' in my memory…



[End of flashback]




“I forgot to ask for your name… I wanted to search for you and see you again… but something came up… then after that my family went abroad… I thought I would never see you again… but then… when I came back… I saw you… I followed you for days... and I saw you attending this school that’s why I tried to get into this school too… and when I finally get to meet you… you already forgot about me…




He looked at me with sadness… he loosened his hold on my shoulder…




So he was that guy after all…? I didn’t remember him easily… for I could remember he has a brown hair back then… What does he mean about searching for me..?




“It was you…”




I manage to say… I saw his sad lips curved into a smile.




“After that night… I really can’t take you out from my mind… I was hurt when you didn’t remember me… but then I thought it would be great if we could just start anew… you were as beautiful as back then…”




I felt myself blushed one again… he still has that charm on me…!




“Dara… all the things that I have told you… from the supermarket… and from those messages… it was all true… I really like you…”




My heart skipped once again… why… why is he doing this…? I don’t know what to feel… I don’t know what to think… Dara…! What have you gotten yourself into…?!!





“Jae… I-…”




“Dara… I don’t just like you…but I think I’m already in love with you…”




He reached for my chin and held it up… I felt my world stopped… his face is just inches away… until… I felt his soft lips touched mine… my eyes widen in shock… my body stiffened as I saw his eyes slowly closing… I can’t push him away… and my heart is beating so fast right now that my chest is really hurting.




[Jiyong’s POV]




I can’t find her anywhere…! My clothes were now drenched with sweat after I ran for minutes around the campus… then I saw the gym… damn Jiyong…! Why didn’t you think about the gym…!




I ran towards it… I panted once I reached it and quickly went inside… I looked around and suddenly I felt my inside just got stabbed by millions of knives…




I saw her… with Jaejoong… I saw how he slowly lifted her chin… and I saw how their lips touched each other… I think I just felt my heart stopped… it’s too painful to watch… and I don’t know why… my feet stayed glued on the ground…





I clutched on my chest for it’s too painful down there…my mouth opened but no words came out…




Why is it so painful…?

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