[Dara’s POV]
I was stunned… I don’t know what to react… I suddenly felt my heart stop from beating… why…? What did he say …? Why would he be jealous….?
I looked at him and felt like he’s also stunned with what he said… we stared with each other for a while not until I broke the silence.
“Ji- what are…” before I could say more… he interrupted me with a light chuckle from him.
“Is that what you want to hear from me…? I’m jealous… there I said it again…will that make you not flirt with other guys…? Or maybe do you want me to say that I love you…? Come on… give me a break…!” he said as he chuckled again…
What was that…? Did I miss something…? I felt so stupid…. Incredibly stupid… Why does he always want to play with my feelings….? He’ll give me hope then suddenly he’ll crush it….
“I hate you… you’re the worst….” I said weakly….
I looked at him as he chuckled…. After a while he stopped as he looked back at me…. We stared with each other for few minutes again before he stood up, his back facing me… he grabbed his clothes on the floor as he started dressing up again.
“Good thing you already know that your mine… I’m tired of always reminding you… I hold everything that could ruin you Sandara Park… if you’ll behave and just follow everything that I say maybe I could be good to you and listen to what you want….” He said as he glanced back and gave me a smirk…
He walked towards a cabinet and came back to me throwing me a white shirt.
“Wear that and come with me… I’m hungry…” he said… his words were full of authority… my hands are still trembling as I reached for the shirt… he’s still looking at me and it makes me so uncomfortable… I turned back as I quickly wore it… it’s so big and thinking that it’s his made me wonder…
“Come…” he said as I turned back at him and grabbed my hand…
“Jiyong… I need to go back home…” I said as he opened the door and dragged me outside the room…
“I told you to just obey me right…? You’re not coming back home tonight until I told you to…” he said as he glanced back at me looking at me with those evil eyes… I looked around and I could really feel the sadness of this place…
Is he living here all by himself…? It feels so creepy…. Maybe that’s why he’s acting like one… creepy home means a creepy owner…. There are maids that we pass through… all of them are bowing at us but no one dared to smile and greet us…
We arrived at a dining hall… I saw a long table with lots of foods over it…. Maids surrounded the hall… I gulped my saliva as I saw the delicious foods in front of me… since when did I last saw these foods… I’m sure my family will enjoy this banquet… it feels like what happened earlier suddenly vanished from my mind....
He dragged me on one seat and pushed me down… he sat beside me as the maids started to pour my glass some water… I feel so uncomfortable… are we going to eat all of these…? Just the two of us…?
[Jiyong’s POV]
I looked at her… she’s looking at the foods with her eyes wide open… I can’t help but to laugh inside me… then I heard a growl from her… I looked at her and now she’s looking at me while blushing…
“What are you waiting for…? If you’re that hungry then eat…” I said as I started eating.
“But… are we going to eat these all by ourselves…? What about your family…?” she asked.
“They’re not home… so just eat…” I said as I stuffed the foods in my mouth… after a while she started digging on the food in front of her… she looks like a monster as she continuously stuffed the foods inside her mouth… I don’t even know if she’s still chewing it…
Crumbs of food were all over her mouth… it’s gross… for a beautiful girl like her, she eats like a pig…. Then suddenly she choked… who wouldn’t choke if you suck all the foods just like a vacuum… I laughed at her as she continued to choke…
Aissht… this girl… I reached for my water and gave it to her… I tapped her back until she regained her breath… her face is a mess… can’t she eat without burying her face on the food… I can’t take it…! I held her chin to face me and wiped it with my napkin… I feel like I am cleaning a kid’s face…
She looked at me with wondering eyes as if I am some kind of delusion… I realized what I am doing so I quickly let go of her chin and continued eating…
“Aiish… could you eat properly… you’re so gross…” I said looking away
“Sorry… it’s just that… it’s been such a long time since I last tasted these kinds of foods…” she said as looked at the foods dreamingly
“You can eat as long as you want no one’s stopping you… but please eat like a human…” I said… then I saw her big smile…. I felt that feeling again…. My heart started to beat fast as I felt my cheeks burning…
“Thanks…” she said
“Yeah… yeah…” is all I could say… I waited for her until she finished eating… I can’t help but to watch her eating… since when did I last eat here with someone…? I can’t remember…
“Are you done…?” I asked her… my eyes widened when I heard her burp so loud… she quickly covered her mouth as she bowed to me endlessly… is she for real…? She burp like a man…!
“I guess you’re done… come on let’s so back to my room…” I said as I pulled her hand to pull her up… she then held my hand stopping me…
“Jiyong… I’m really grateful for the food…. But can I go back home now…?” she said pleadingly… hmmmph as if she could convince me…
“No… you’re not going back home tonight…” I told her coldly
“But why…? I promise I’ll obey you next time but can I just go back home tonight… I’m sure my family is worried right now…” she said
“Then call them… tell them you’re sleeping over your friend’s house…” I said… there’s no way she can escape me… But then I saw her sad face… I remembered what she told me earlier… is that how much she hated me…? All I want is for her to stay…I already promised her that I won't do anything... as if she can’t go back home tomorrow…
“Fine… I’ll take you home… I’ll take what you said… obey me next time or else I wouldn’t spare you anymore… arasso…” I said as I pulled her by the waist and kissed her neck… I felt her stiffened which at least made me contented… I released her and saw her nodded… I sighed as I walked away and got my keys on the living room…
“Come on… I’ll take you home…”
The ride was quiet… she’s staring outside the window and I don’t know what she’s thinking… she’s still wearing my shirt and I can’t help thinking about dirty thoughts about her… I shook off the thoughts thinking that I could do all of those when time comes… but not now…
We arrived in front of their house then I saw her smiled as she turned to me…
“Thanks…” she said… she was about to open the door but I pulled her back
“I think you forgot something… baby…” I told her… she looked at me dumbfounded.
“Kiss me…” I said… I saw her twitched a bit… I really love teasing her…. I know she can’t disobey me because of what she promised earlier… she slowly leaned forward… her face slowly starting to get closer to mine… I felt my chest tightened again as I saw her closing her eyes… unconsciously I closed my eyes too…
I felt her lips covered mine… what’s this feeling again…? I can’t understand it…. It’s been such a long time since I felt this way… I moved my lips and felt her responding… I reached for the back of her head deepening our kiss as much as possible…
I heard her moan… it’s like music to my ears… I was taken aback when I felt her hand snaking on my neck… pulling me closer to her… I felt like taking her back home is a wrong choice… does she want me…? My other arm draped around her waist caressing her back… after a while I hear another moan from her…
I don’t want to let go of her lips but then I felt her pushing me… I let go of her as we
both panted… both of us looking at each other
“Do you still hate me…?” I suddenly blurted out
Her eyes grew wide before she broke off our eye contact… she quickly got off the car and ran inside her house without looking back at me… just like last night…
I sighed as I slumped on the steering wheel… what the f*ck is happening to me…!? Earlier I suddenly blurted out that I’m jealous…. Of course I am jealous… I don’t like sharing others what is mine… I sounded so desperate… Then now I can’t seem to let go of her…! Sh!t this life…!
I don’t want her to think that she already got me… Maybe I should stop this now before I completely ‘fall’ for her…. Maybe it’s a wrong choice to play with her… Sandara Park… what are you doing to me….!
But no Jiyong… you already started this… better yet finish it… she’s just a girl… a girl… of course a guy like me could be aroused by just a simple kiss… Everything is just normal….
My heart is already numb… it would be impossible for me to fall for her… I don’t want to feel it again… I can’t…
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