[Dara’s POV]
“Where is he… huh…?” he said angrily
“Who…?” I asked but then I saw him smirked
“Who…!? Your guy… where’s that b@stard...!” I know he’s talking about Jaejoong
“He’s not here…! Why are you looking for him here…? This is not his home you know…!” I said but still his expression didn’t change… why is he getting mad…? I didn’t do anything… I am the one who’s supposed to be mad at him… Then suddenly he dragged me out from our house…
“Wait…! Where are you taking me Kwon Jiyong…!?” I said as I struggled from his hold but he held me tight… he dragged me until we reached a car… he opened its door and before I could say more he pushed inside…I tried to open the door, but he quickly got on the other side and pulled me again to sit before locking it.
“Stop this Jiyong…! Let me go…!” I said as I tried to open the door again but it’s locked.
“Shut the f*ck up Sandara…! You know what I am capable of…!” he said as he grabbed my chin and letting it go roughly… I curled myself, hugging my knees as I tried to move as far as I could from him… I cried out of fear and helplessness…
He started the engine… I don’t know where he’ll take me…. After a while… I felt the car slowing up until it completely stopped… I looked up beside my window just to see a big mansion… he got out from the car and went to my side opening the door.
“Get out…” he said angrily
“Please Jiyong… take me back home…” I plead as I cry… I saw him smirked as he bent down and pulled me out forcefully and carried me over his shoulder…. I struggled but it’s no use…
We went inside the mansion and I noticed the sad atmosphere that surrounded it… there were some maids around and I tried to scream for their help but it seemed like they didn’t hear me.
We went upstairs still punching his back to let me down… he walked towards a dark hallway until we reached a room… we went inside and I saw him closed the door and locked it… he walked towards the bed and roughly threw me over it… I quickly regained myself and stood up… I ran towards the door but it’s lock… I tried pounding on it screaming for help…
“No one will help you Park Sandara…” he said behind me… I cried more as I tried to hit the door louder… I felt hopeless and tired as I slowly slumped down the floor facing the door… I felt him slowly approaching me as he held my wrist to stand me up…
He dragged me towards the bed again and pushed me down… tears won’t stop from pouring down on the side of my eyes as I saw him slowly stripping himself off from his clothes leaving him only with his boxers.
“Please Jiyong….”I tried the last hope I have to plead him again but then he leaned and crushed his lips to mine.
“Mmmph…!” I tried to push him off but he’s stronger… his arms are around my waist arching my back off from the bed as he sucked the life out of me… my eyes are still open and I can see the anger in his eyes…
I felt him push his tongue inside my mouth… I don’t know if this is still called a kiss… I feel violated and helpless… his hand slowly trailed to my breast and squeezing it hard.
“Hmmmph…!” I yelped inside his mouth… his other hand held both of my wrists above my head… I tried to kick him off from me but he trapped my body between his legs.
I feel so scared right now… Why does he keep on doing this to me… as if I’m just a toy….?
If not because he needed air, I don’t think he’ll let go of my mouth… we parted lips both of us are panting… I tried to move but he keeps me pinned down the bed… I looked at him looking at me with those angry eyes…
“Why are you doing this to me…?” I courageously asked…I saw him smirked before he put his face closer to mine again… I could feel his hot breath over my cheeks.
“How many times should I tell you that you’re mine…? I’ll do anything I want to you… If I kiss you, you should kiss back… If I hug you, you should hug me back… and you can’t do anything if I f*ck you right here… right now…” he whispered to my ear…. Every word was like a dagger to me… how could this guy bring so much pain to me… how my life suddenly changed by this heartless beast.
“I already told you not to come close to Jaejoong again… but you disobeyed me…” he said before he crushed his lips again to mine… I stopped from struggling because I know it would be just useless… I closed my eyes and hoped that this would end quick…
I felt his hand slowly reaching under my shirt…. His knee parted my legs as he rested himself between them…
‘Please… someone help me….’ I thought
I felt him caressed my left breast as I tried my best not to release a sound… I don’t want him to think that I want what he’s doing right now… I feel disgusted instead of being pleasured… he released my lips as he started to suck and licked my neck…. His hand’s wandering around my body… all I could do is to cry my eyes out…
And as if he couldn’t wait for more, he ripped off my shirt exposing my bra… I gasped when he started to massage my breast under my bra… I tilted my head up because of pain… I kicked and kicked over the mattress but he wouldn’t stop….
When he was satisfied abusing my neck, living a lot of marks on it he went back to my swollen lips… he bit my lower lip and I could taste blood coming from it… I don’t know how much more pain I have to endure from him… how much more tears I have to release until he got what he wants from me.
Then I felt him leaving my lips again… he released his hold from my wrists as he sat up still over me.
“Stop crying… you sLut… if I know you already f*cked up a lot of guys… working every night must have earned you a lot eh…? Don’t worry, if you want money I’ll give it to you after you satisfy me… so stop pretending b!tch” he said smirking…
I couldn’t believe what I am hearing... the next thing I knew is that, with all my remaining strength, I slapped him hard across his face… I gasped with what I did… but surely I didn’t regret it.
[Jiyong’s POV]
I felt the sting in my face as she slapped me… she’s the first girl who ever laid a hand on me… I looked back at her and saw her holding her hand… her eyes were wide open as tears kept rolling down her cheeks.
“Am I that low to you huh…?” she said between her sobs
“You don’t know anything about me Kwon Jiyong… you don’t know…!” she said as she buried her face in her hands… I watched her as she continued crying… I saw her ripped shirt on the side and the marks I made on her neck…
Guilt started to build up on me…. I don’t want to hear any of her cries anymore… I felt my chest tightened seeing her like this… I don’t know why I got mad in the first place… but it’s just that since yesterday… seeing her with different guys made my blood boil and now imagining her with Jaejoong makes me go nuts…
It’s my game so I’m suppose to be the one who’s in charge… but she keeps on messing up with my rules… I want to mark her mine but I keep on holding back because she seems so fragile… I don’t know what’s the real her…. I don’t want to trust her innocence because once I was fooled by that same tactic….
Unconsciously, I reached for her and wrapped my arms around her… resting her head over my shoulder as she kept on crying… she’s trembling so hard… I caressed her head and her bare back trying to calm her…
“Ssshh… don’t cry anymore… I won’t do anything… I’m sorry…” there again… I apologized… how can this plain girl make me succumb from doing what I want….?
I reached for the blanket and wrapped it around her… after a while I heard her stop from crying… I let out a sigh of relief and slowly I laid her down on my bed… I leaned down to wipe her remaining tears of as I saw her bruised lips…
I softly kissed on it… I was mad that I forgot controlling myself… I looked up at her seeing her wondering eyes…
[Dara’s POV]
Suddenly he became soft… he really confuses me… when he kissed me… there’s this feeling again inside my chest… his kiss was gentle and warm unlike earlier which was hungry and demanding…
After he said all those hurting words to me… now he’ll turn into a caring man…? What is he really up to…? When he looked at me… I saw those eyes again… just like last night I don’t know what he meant with those eyes… How can I feel this way after what he’d done to me…? My heart won’t stop from beating so fast… not because I feel scared but I feel differently….
He slowly rested his head on my chest… I couldn’t move my hands to push him off from me… I felt his arms wrapped around my waist but still I let him do it… I feel like I don’t own my body anymore… I want to push him off and run away but my body won’t obey on what I’m thinking.
“Don’t leave me….” He said silently but I was able to hear him… what’s happening to him…?
“Wh- what… are you talking about…?” I said as I tried to sit up but he held me down
“I don’t want seeing you with another man…” he said… I couldn’t help but to feel fluttered with what he said… but it’s wrong… this is wrong…
“Why…? Is it because I’m yours again…? Jiyong we don’t have anything between us…” I said weakly… he slowly looked up to me with an unreadable expression
“I’m jealous…” he suddenly said
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