“Yah…! Why do you keep on taking pictures of me…! Delete it…!” I said as I tried to grab the phone from him but he just held it high so I can’t reach it.
“No baby…. I’ll do anything I want….” He said as his other arm pulled me closer to him…. I stopped and looked down just to realize that my shirt is still opened…. I pushed him off then turned back to buttoned my shirt again…
Then I felt his arm wrapped over my shoulder and his hot breath on the side of my neck… which brought shivers down to my spine…
“Now… let’s take you back home….” He said whisperingly in my ears…
He held my hand and pulled me out from the dark alley… Why is he doing this to me… my chest felt so tight…. My heart won’t stop beating so fast especially when his hand covers mine… but I can’t shook off from my head the feeling of being used….. I watched his back as while thinking what’s going on in his mind right now.
“Please delete it…. I’ll lose my scholarship if that would leak out… please…” I said pleadingly as I bowed my head and stopped from my track… he also stopped and turned back to me… he held my chin up to face me.
“I don’t care baby…” he said simply with a smirk on his face…. I felt my heart stopped… how can he be so heartless...
“Why me…?” I said as tears started to form in my eyes…. I tried to suppress myself from crying because I don’t want to look weak in front of him.
He didn’t answer but instead he just turned back again and continued walking… dragging me by his tight hold… he doesn’t care about me…. All he wants is to fulfill his manly pleasures…. But why me….? I haven’t done anything to him… Why of all people… me…?
Tears started to fall from my eyes… good thing that his back facing me…. After a while we arrived in front of our house… he pulled me to face him…As much as I hate him seeing me like this… I can’t help but to be this weak… I feel so used and trapped…
“Don’t cry anymore…” he said softly as he wiped my cheeks then kissed it…
Why…? Why is he doing this….? My heart began to increase its pace as I felt his soft lips on my cheek…. What’s really going on in his mind…? Once he’ll be a heartless beast then suddenly he’ll act nice in front of me as if he cares on what I feel….
For a while we stared into each others eyes…. Those eyes… I hate seeing those eyes because it makes me confused…. Before I lost myself in his gaze, I quickly looked away… ran inside our house without looking back at him…
I closed the door and leaned on it… my heart won’t stop from throbbing fast… I clutched my chest wondering why I am feeling this way… I touched my cheek and I could still feel the warmness of his lips….
“Dara…. Oh you’re here… have you eaten dinner already….? Mom shook away my thoughts when she saw me leaning on the door… even if I still don’t ate… I don’t feel hungry anymore because of everything that had happen this night…
“Ahmmm… yes mom… I already did… I’ll be just at my room mom…” I said as I quickly went upstairs… I glanced outside the window to see if he’s still there…. I let out a sigh when I found he’s not…
I went to the bathroom and quickly took a shower… I scrubbed every part of my body even if I don’t know where he had touched me… I just feel dirty just by a mere touch from him… how he could casually touch me like that… I am not even his lover to begin with…
After a long shower, I feel better… I went to see myself in the mirror and saw a red mark on my collarbone…. There I remembered how that mark got on me… I tried to wash it off again but it won’t come off…
‘You’re mine…’ I remembered him say it earlier…. I touched the red mark and sighed again… I’m really trapped now….
I gathered my clothes and I noticed a familiar handkerchief… it’s his… I have to gave it back to him but first I need to wash it… I remembered that I almost puke on him earlier….
I went to my room and checked my phone… no new messages…. I lied down on my bed staring at the ceiling… what am I going to do now…?
I rolled over my bed many times…. I can’t sleep especially when everything that had happened earlier keeps on rewinding in my mind…. I checked my phone again but still, no new messages…. That’s odd… he’s not bothering me tonight….? But it’s a good thing right… and good thing it’s weekend tomorrow… I don’t want to see him yet…
I closed my eyes… and all I could hear is the fast beating of my heart….
“What’s happening to me…?” I thought out loud before finally going to sleep
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The next day I was left alone in the house because my mom still has her work today while my other siblings has their own practices in their clubs… I cleaned the house and after that went out to go to the supermarket to buy supplies for next week.
I was waiting at the bus stop when suddenly a car stopped in front of me… it’s window rolled down revealing a handsome man wearing a sunglasses…
“Jaejoongss… I mean Jae… what are you doing here…?” I said as approached and leaned down the window… he look more handsome wearing a casual clothes and especially with those glasses… he smiled at me before taking it off.
“Hi… I saw you waiting in here… where are you going…?” he said
“Uhmm.. to the supermarket…” I said as I smiled back
“Ah really… come on I’ll take you there… I don’t really have anything to do today…” he said as his smile grew bigger…
“No Jae… I could just take the bus… you don’t need to bother….” I said shyly as I slowly back off from his car.
“Nah… come on Dara… don’t be shy… I won’t eat you alive…” he said playfully… I gave up and just took his invitation.
I shyly sat beside him and was about to reach the seatbelt beside me when he suddenly leaned to me… his face is so close to mine that I can’t help not to blush… I thought he’ll do something not until he just reached for my seatbelt and buckled it.
After that he smiled again and went back to his seat… those smiles… I know I’ve seen it before… I just can’t remember…. Just the warmth that it gives me makes sure that I’ve seen him before…
“Ahmmm… Jae thanks for the ride…” I said as I looked outside the window… I don’t know why I feel awkward around him
“It’s okay… at least I got to do something today…” he said… I turned to him as I remembered something
“I’m sorry if I left you yesterday just like that… I just really needed to go home fast…” I said
“Ah… yes I understand…” he said looking at the road… I can’t help but to stare longer at him… how could a man be beautiful like him… is he going to a derma or something…? he really looks like a pretty girl…
“Something wrong with my face Dara…?” he said as he glanced at me… my eyes grew wide as I felt my cheeks burned… I quickly look away and pretended I didn’t hear him… then suddenly I heard him chuckled…
The rest of the ride was complete silence… I felt so shy to speak more and him being quiet didn’t help to lessen the awkward atmosphere…
“We’re here…” he said as he slowly parked his car… I unbuckled my seatbelt and turned to him.
“Really thanks for the ride Jae…” I said as I bowed my head to him… he then went out and turned to my side to open the door for me.
“Come on… let’s buy the things you need…” he simply said
“Huh…? You’re coming with me…?” I asked as I slowly went out from his car
“Yup…” he said as he closed the door and held my hand… my eyes grew wide open as he casually held my hand… he looked at where I am looking which is our hands then looked back at me then smiled.
“Jae my hand…?” I struggled a bit from his grip but he won’t budge… he dragged me inside the supermarket as he got a cart… still not letting go of my hand…
How did this happen…? Am I missing something in here…? Why is he like this all of a sudden…? People are staring at us… I know not because of me but because of this handsome man next to me… but this is wrong….
“So… what are you ‘we’ going to buy first Dara…?” he said as he looked around… I am still dazed on the sudden events that I forgot why I am here.
“Huh…? Fruits… I need to buy fruits…” I said as I was about to go to the fruit stand when I forgot that our hands are still locked with each other that caused me to be pulled back
“Oh sorry about that… come on…” he said as he held my shoulder before dragging me ‘again’ to the stall… I feel really uncomfortable right now… why am I always caught in a tight spot…? I am already frustrated with a guy and now this…
“Dara are you okay…?” he said as he turned to me a caressed my cheek… oh my God… why is he doing this…? I felt myself blushed with his sudden touch… we barely know each other right…? I feel like I am going to get crazier because of this guy…!
“Oh what a sweet couple…” said the lady at the stall… I was about to say that we’re not a couple when Jae beat me first
“Thanks… she’s beautiful right…?” he said… he… he called me beautiful… this gorgeous man called me beautiful… omo…. Wait… it’s not the time to fantasize… everything’s not right… We’re not a couple… but what am I doing….? Why am I just standing here doing nothing…? Why am I loving what’s happening right now…? Oh my God Dara… what’s happening to you…!
“Yes… you really look good together…” the lady said… I just watched them dumbfounded… I can’t bring myself to voice out my own opinion… I felt like I fell into a deep spell…
“I know right… thank God I found her…” he said as he turned to me with those dreamingly eyes… I felt my heart skipped a bit… my other hand loosened the paper that I was holding… I saw him grabbed it on the floor.
“Oh… you have a list all along…” he said… I regained back my thoughts and realized what he said… he got the list and looked at it… I just watched him as he chooses the fruits… my heart still won’t stop from beating fast…. I have this same feeling when I was with that ‘opportunist’ back then but why am I feeling this way again…
After we left the stall… he dragged me again as he looked at the list and get the next items… I am back from being dazed not until I realized that I need to know what’s going on in his mind… I stopped from my track which caused him to stop too…
“Why are you doing this Jae…? Why did you agree to that lady that we’re a couple…? Are you out of your mind…?” I finally said… he turned to me and caressed my face with his free hand
“No I am not Dara…” he said
“Then why are you doing this…?” I said as I lowered my voice because some people are starting to stare at us
“I don’t know…. Maybe I just like you the first time I saw you….” He simply said as he smiled
“Come on… let’s buy the remaining things you need…” he said as he held my hand tight and put it over the cart before pushing it.
After we got everything we went to the cashier to pay for it… he’s still holding my hand that I almost forgot to pay… I was about to get the money from my wallet when he suddenly gave his card to the cashier.
“Hey what are you doing…?” I said as I grabbed his arm before he completely gave his card
“I’m paying…” he said
“But these are all mine… I’m going to pay for these…” I said as I released his arm and got the money from my wallet but then he’s quicker… he gave the lady his card and this dumb lady accepted it while looking at Jae dreamingly.
“Jae what are you doing…!” I said out of frustration but he just turned to me and flashed his infamous smile…! Aissht… this guy…!
I was about to get the bags of groceries when again, he beat me into it… he got the bags from my hands and walked first…. I know I can’t stop him so I just let it go and followed him.
“Wait Jae I can just take the bus home… really thanks for everything…” I said as I tried to get the bags from him but he held them tight
“Dara… I’ll take you home” he said in a serious voice… is he now annoyed with me…? But I must be the one to get irritated first right…? I suddenly got scared to him so I just let him as he put the bags on his car’s trunk and opened the door for me.
Once he got inside he turned to me and smiled again…
“Good girl…” he said… gosh he freaks me out… he started the engine and headed off to house…
“Do you know where my house is…?” I asked which of course I know he didn’t
“Yup I know…” he said… Oh my God… how did he know…? Is he a stalker or something…?
“How… how did you know…?” I asked him
“Secret…” he said as he winked at me… omo… another freak…?! Why am I always getting involved with this kind of guy…?
I feel so scared right now… then suddenly my phone started to vibrate which caused me to jump a little… I checked it and saw the other freak calling me… I looked at Jae first before answering the call
“Hello…” I said
“Where are you…?”
“Huh…? Why…?”
“Aissh… just answer me… where are you…?”
How can I tell him that I am inside a car…. With Jaejoong…. His enemy…? Why is this happening to me…? I could feel myself sweating even the car is fully air-conditioned…
“Dara… are you okay…?” Jae suddenly spoke which I know Jiyong heard…
“Yah…! Who’s that…?! Where are you damnit…! Dara answer me…!” I heard Jiyong yelling from the other line
“Dara… you’re sweating a lot… are you okay…?” Jae said as he caressed my forehead… oh my God.. why is this happening.
“Dara…! Is that Jaejoong…?! F*ck…! I told you not to come close to him again…! Where the hell are you…?!” he said
“Uhmm Jiyong… I’ll just talk to you later okay…” I said
“F*ck…! Dara don’t hang up on me or else I’m going to kill you…!” I heard him before I hanged up… I closed my eyes and let out a deep sigh…
“Are you okay... huh…?” Jae said worryingly…
“Yes… I just want to go home…” I said weakly
After a while we arrived home… he helped me got the bags from the trunk and helped me carried it until at our door step… my family isn’t still home and I think they’ll come back later at night.
“Thanks Jae…” I said as I walk him towards his car
“Give me your phone…” he said… but before I could ask him, he grabbed it from my hand then after a while gave it back to me.
“I got your number and I saved mine to your phone… call me if you need anything okay…? I had a great time today… thanks…” he said smiling… I can’t help but to smile back… maybe he’s not that freaky after all.
After he went off, I carried the bags inside the house and started to arrange it… it’s still in the afternoon so I decided to watch the TV before preparing the dinner… while I was watching TV someone rang the doorbell… I turned off the TV first then the doorbell keeps on ringing…
“Wait I’m coming…!” but still it won’t stop… I ran to the door without even checking who is it then when I opened it, I was surprised…
“Jiyong… what are you doing here…?” I said as I saw his angry face
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