[Jiyong’s POV]
“I didn’t mean to cheat… it’s just that… damn…! I can’t control this damn d*ck…! I’m really going to kill that f*cking whore once I see her again…!”
Ghaaad… until when should I listen to this big guy’s wrath…? It’s already been hours since I arrived and still, he keeps on saying the same thing…I even paid for everything that he had trashed out… I tried getting him back to his home but dang..! He almost threw me across the pub…
The others left me telling me different excuses… All of them seemed to be beaten up so bad and now I’m here all alone pacifying this beast..! What happened to TOP hyung…? Since when he did he became like this towards his girl…? Aisht… and as much as I want to leave him here…
Damn..! He’s freaking hugging me so tight that I think my oh so hot body would break…!
“Jiyong-ah… bring her back to me… please do it for your dearest hyung…”
He’s totally lost it… his breath stinks because of alcohol… and how can I even bring his girl back when I couldn’t even move a muscle…? Aisht..! I need the others…?!
“Hyung… calm down… let’s talk about this first…”
But he still won’t let go… even rubbing his face with mine… this f*cking people around us just stood there, laughing at us…do they think this is too funny to watch…?! Just wait till I escape hyung…
“Jiyong-ah… I think I already love her… just when everything is going good… that’s when this thing happen… I’m sorry Bommie-ah..!! My bunny…!! Come back to me…!!”
F*ck..! Is he crying…? I tried to look back…
Damn..! He is…!
Bommie…? Was that the girl’s name…? I think I heard it before… bunny..? gaaah… since when did he became this cheesy…?
And finally, he let go of me… I immediately took a deep breath… my poor lungs… I was about to pound him… I don’t care if he’s my hyung but damn he almost killed me..! But then I saw him slumped down on the couch crying his eyes out…
Ha-ha..! I think I should record this… I wonder what will he react once he sees himself like this…?
But somehow I feel sorry for him… he keeps mumbling her name… and suddenly I remembered Dara… I don’t want to imagine losing her just because of a stupid mistake like what TOP hyung did… ghaad... I might just kill myself if that happens… I went closer to him and patted his back… I shook my head… who knew that this big beast would be tamed by his so called ‘Bommie bunny’…
“Hyung… talk to her just like what Dara told you a while ago… if you’ll just stay here and drown yourself in alcohol nothing will happen to the both of you… explain everything that happened…”
“But… but she hates me… she even called my d*ck small… do I have a small d*ck Jiyong-ah..?!”
I almost choke with what he said…what the…! What do I know about the size of his… gaah..! I think I’ll go crazy if I continue talking with him… he’s drunk… what do I expect from him…?
“I didn’t date any woman while we’re together…I really think I’ve fallen for her… have I Jiyong…?”
He said between his sobs… I didn’t speak… just found myself smiling down at him… I know he already knows the answer of his question…
After awhile he finally got knocked out… my problem now is to how I freaking get him to his home..! He’s a lot bigger than me…! F*cking friends… where are they when you needed them…?!
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“So… you moved…?”
She asked him once they were inside his car…she felt so awkward while he seemed in good mood… all in smile and it’s all because she’s there… she looked at him with guilt on her face… she will hurt him for sure… but it’s the only way to settle things…
“Yes… last weekend… it’s hard to live in our house especially now that I’m alone… it’s hard to clean it you know…”
He chuckled…she just nodded and sighed… he noticed her gloomy state so he glanced a bit to see her face… she was looking down and as if she’s thinking on something deep…
With his other hand, he reached for hers on her lap... she was a bit startled by his act but didn’t pull her hands away from his hold…
“Are you okay…?”
He asked… eyes directly on the road…
“Jaejoong-ah…”
She called… he didn’t reply… that tone of hers… he didn’t like it…as if knowing what she’ll say next he beat her in her sentence…
“Is your family back…?”
He asked… letting go of her hands to hold on to the steering wheel…
“Ah…n…not yet…”
“Oh… so that means… you’re still alone in there… do you want me..-“
“Jae...”
She cut him off… holding on to his arm… his jaw clenched… suppressing himself to feel the sadness brought by her tone… he held tight on the steering wheel before he glanced at her with sadness on his face but still, he tried to smile…
“We need to talk…”
He sighed… shoulders dropped and slightly nodded at her… a sad smile crept on his lips as he turned back to the road… felt like while they’re getting closer to her destination, it lessens his time to be with her… if only he could just drive forever…
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Silence filled his car… finally they reached their destination, parking it at the end of the street of Minji’s neighborhood… he stayed quiet on his seat, waiting for her to break their silence first…
“Jiyong and I… are… we… we’re together now…”
She bowed down, avoiding to look at his face… he heard him sigh… but no words came out from him… she was curious… why isn’t he saying anything…? She thought… after awhile of still silence, she decided to look at him… he was still looking ahead… slumped back on his seat with his elbow resting on the other side of the window beside him…
“J…Jae…”
She whispered… calling him… he closed his eyes… brows knitted with each other and bowed his head down before turning to her…
“I’m sorry Jae... I-…”
“Do you love him…?”
He cut her off… the last thing he wants to hear is an apology from her… since she has nothing to apologize for… it was him who had the heart to love her… and it took him a lot of courage to ask her that… even though it’s clear enough for him what her answer would be… he just wanted to hear it from her… just what he told Jiyong before… only Dara could make him give up on pursuing her…
She looked at him with her round eyes while he looked at her as if it’s slowly breaking him apart expecting the words that will come out from her mouth… he saw how her cheeks blushed… and her gaze suddenly wander…
“Yes… I think I do… I… I love him even though he’s a jerk… even though he always annoys me… even though he’s a flirt and… I… I don’t know… you know, I think I just don't think I love him... I'm sure that I love him…”
Suddenly she heard him chuckle… she immediately turned to him and looked at him with wondering eyes…
“You’re weird… I can’t believe Jiyong and I fell for the same weird girl…”
He said between his laugh… she pouted at him while watching him still laughing at her… nothing’s funny about what she said… but it looked like he’s soon to be suffocated by his laughter… she thought…
“Ah… God… I didn’t know it would be this painful…”
He said as he slumped back on his seat… with still a forced smile on his lips he looked back again at her…
“I guess I lost…”
“Eh…? To… to what…?”
She asked him innocently… this girl’s innocence could break any man’s heart… he thought… he reached out for her and ruffled her hair…
“Jae..! aisht..!”
She irritatingly said as she slapped his hand away… he just chuckled again… believing that laughter could really mend anything even his broken heart…
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“Thanks for the ride Jae…”
That smile of hears… still has a great effect on him… once again he sighed… before he could answer her back, her phone suddenly rang…
“Oh… I’m sorry about this… wait…”
He nodded and waited for her… she turned around and answered her phone… his gaze dropped… now his friend beat him… hard… first time to get dumped… especially by the first girl he loved… but despite the heartache he just had… he’s hoping that everything between Jiyong and him would be back in good terms…
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“Why did you call…?”
She asked him… she heard him chuckle on the other line…
“I just miss you baby… are you there already…?”
“Uhmm… well… yes I am… at the end of their street… aisht Jiyong… as if we wouldn’t see each other later…”
“I said I just miss you okay… remember behave there… I’m here at TOP hyung’s place… oh God you don’t know how much I’ve suffered getting him to his house… my body hurts so much baby…”
He suddenly sounded like a child whining… Dara just rolled her eyes and sighed…
“Okay… I’ll massage you once we get home later okay..”
She whispered… she heard him cheer on the other line…
“I’ll look forward on that..!”
“I got to go now…”
“Okay… oh wait baby…! I love you…”
She blushed and stiffened… he just said it too huskily… after a while a smile curved on her lips… can’t even count on how many times he just said those words that day…
“I love you too..!”
She half whispered and half yelled… he was about to say more but she already hanged up… panting after she just said it… and almost lost herself… forgetting about the other guy behind her…
The next thing she knew was… she suddenly felt herself being wrapped by two strong arms… she gasped and almost dropped her phone by the sudden hug from behind…
“Jae…?”
She was about to pull his arms off but he held her tight… snuggling his neck on the side of her neck… smelling her scent as if memorizing every detail of it…
“Just this… and I’ll be fine… just give me this moment Dara… and after this… I promise I’ll stop…”
She could understand his words… but somehow she felt sad hearing him say it with a painful voice…she felt him loosening his hold on her only to turn her around and hug her again… he hugged her so tight as if she’ll break but she stayed silent… letting him do what he wants… the least thing she could do for him…
“Please… let me still love you… I don’t care who you’re with… just let me feel what I want to feel for you…”
She heard him sobbing… her eyes widen… she lifted her limped arms to wrap it along his waist… caressing his back… cooing him like a child…
After a while he calmed down… caressing the back of her head with his big hand…
“Be happy with him…”
With that he broke out from their hug… cupped her face between his hands…landed a gentle kiss on her forehead before he smiled down at her…
“Alright…! You know my number… just call me if you want to two-time…! I’ll be grateful to be your second boyfriend…”
He flashed her his biggest smile while her face changed, she looked at him in disbelief and her jaw totally dropped…
“Jaejoong..!”
He just chuckled at her and went back to his car… she ran up to him and stood outside his car.
“Just a call Dara...”
He teased her again with a wink… she just stuck her tongue out and smiled at his joke… she watched as his car drive off… waving goodbye at him… she sighed… how come she didn’t fall for him…? She thought but immediately brushed it off, thinking that maybe it’s because her heart already belonged to Jiyong in the first place…
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